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Waiting for the Little Ball of Light
When I got the the house I was completely put at ease, sandra sat with my wife and myself and talked. We were just beginning to get sick, so we went to bed and sweated the night away. When the time came around, and I ate the ibogaine and couldn't wait to get rid of this absolutely horrible feeling that was coarsing through my body. I was waiting for the little ball of light that one person explained he had when he was on ibogaine. I don't think i had any visions, or if I did I don't remember, and I am looking forward to them coming back. All I really saw was I would open my eyes and see all sorts of energy, but alas, no visions. I remember I was very worried about my girl because I could hear her puking and not having near the time I was having. Ibogaine takes you, twists you up, unravels you and spits you out when no one is looking. It was a very real experience and moving. |